I dont have that problem with relatives coz i grow up with them and they are very familiar people to me, but i dont feel like talking to them about all this, i graduated from school a very long time ago, and my institute was mostly men, i remember our group of 30 people only had 2 girl, and now i work in freelance so no colleagues

Yeah you probably right, but i dont really know how to make that switch, being out of touch with opposite sex didnt do me any good and now it became hard as hell

of a girl talking to me, i didnt get any communication with opposite sex in ages, probably mental stuff, now my brain associate them as something new and overwhelming, i dont fully get it myself…

You are right, but i was just afraid because she was a female, and as a said i didnt have any interaction with women in 8-9, except formal ones, like in university or stores and etc. i think you get it. And the thing is i dont know why was i feeling that much nervous when she started talking to me, but i want to overcome that and i dont really know how…